~...Only You...~

The following poem is from my personal folders. This one was written on the 25th of november, 2011, at midnight in ten minutes’ time, right before I went to sleep. I personally find poetry very lame. But still, I hope you don’t find this one exceptionally so. Even it is, just be sweet and bear with me silently! And if you like it, well, do let me know. PUBLICLY!

You are the reason that I live,

Keeping you happy is my single biggest motive.

You make me laugh, you make me cry,

You are the person to whom I never lie.

Life is beautiful when you are around,

And miserable when you are not around.

You are the one, who provides me stability,

Bearing my moods, even my cruelty.

Those soft hands, that faint smile,

Everything beautiful about you,

Making you guilty of a crime.

The crime of stealing my heart.

I can’t express how deeply I am in love with you

But when I say

I LOVE YOU

I mean every single syllable.

I wrote this for not that I miss you,

But because I am never able to forget you.

Thank you for making life such a memorable experience,

Thank you for making me a part of your brilliance.

Thank you for loving me when I needed it.

Thank you for scolding me when I needed to be.

Thank you for consoling me when I needed to be.

Thank you for everything.

You are my love, You are my life.

I’ll love you through every strife.!!!

p.s-To my “quiet angel”J

love happens twice!!!!!!

There are times in life when we hope everything is going to be just fine in the end. Hoping that your lost treasure will be found in some dark corner that you haven’t searched yet. Hoping that someone will come along as your saving grace and put things in order for you. Hoping that your guardian angel will always  smile upon you, and protect you under her wings.  

This is when it happened, yes. I fell in love all over again, but this time I had no plans and was totally confused to fall in love this time atleast  after what I had been through before (what???? Will talk about that some other day).

But you see, call it life, destiny, fate or whatever you want to call it; it is always out of your league. Even if it has to agree to your deepest desire, it has it’s own ways to obliging.

Anyway, back to the point now.  Love happens twice?????  Well In my case ‘yes’ it happened. You see, love is like a gravity. You can try to go against it, but you really can’t. you can jump off the cliff, trying to fly, but you will not. You will fall. It is inevitable, similarly, falling in love cannot be prevented. It is inevitable too…

But again one should be smart enough to recognise that it is for real . life dose not give too many second chances.

Well to be honest even I was afraid to propose to her. As I thought I was just another guy in her life. Until one day she called and said she was missing me and she actually loves me.  This is when I gave second chance for love hopping and praying I would have a happy ending  (we all are suckers when it comes to happy ending, aren’t we!!!!) giving a point to why I call her my angel, this is how she looked……

She walks in with a pink casual tee and a perfectly fitting denims. Hair neatly tied/open…… dosen’t matter(emphasis on neat though). Casual chappals. Free and confident. Till the time she takes her seat, she has already peddled a cycle of emotions in the heart of people around her. Yes she is cute(undoubtedly). Let me tell you something about cute people. They happen to be dangerously different beings altogether…… their smiles are good, frowns even better…. The aren’t necessarly hot, but trust me…. You wouldn’t even be cared about that when they are around. The look good in whatever they wear (whatever means whatever) . though I must admit she has a decent dressing sense too (gifted people after all). I can go on talking about her until I end up 500 pages novel (surely someday). For now lets end it here…..

Well well now that I got my love, my life isn’t the same that was long ago. I love her , and I’ll do anything for her and so dose she….. she’s the angel who entered my file and turned it upside down and bought change into my life J J and that’s the reason I call her my sweet angel….

Let me end this blog with my fav quotation-when love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into thr heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal J

p.s-

1) i love you mitti , thanks for coming to my life ♥ ♥ ♥

2) to all my friends who keep  asking me about the relationship we share…. Well cut it guys you know how I ended up in love now……

Don’t lose your faith in love. it’s there. It’s around. There is someone for everyone. You might have fallen for wrong guys/girls but the again, that dosen’t mean the search ends. Who knows after all, the guy/girl who just walked past you might end up spending next valentine’s day with you J J

It was five in the morning today, I had not slept. I watched  ‘ A WALK TO REMEMBER’ and ‘DEAR JOHN’ a movie based on the  novel of nicholas sparks and was going through  messages in my inbox of the  Gal I love the most. So much for falling in true love, again!

Well I was smiling all over again remembering  the day I first saw her , the day I proposed her and she replied ‘yes’ smiling sheepishly  , the day infact she became my first crush. Yes, she was my first crush, the one who you would never forget until death welcomes you…

Given how she looked- tall (5’8”), dusky, long jet-black hair, beautiful, expressive eyes, and a figure to kill for, she attracted, without even realising, boys in herds. She was the hottest, sexiest and the most gorgeous girl I ever knew . a perfect dream girl for a tall(5’11’’) medium dark guy like me…

Well… well… how many of us are lucky to get our first crush as our girlfriend??? Surely I was lucky enough for this perfect relationship or a lucky bastard as my di says.

See. When we talk about a perfect relationship, in a very conventional way, what comes to our mind? That couple that never fought? That guy who was always by her side? That girl who never nagged? They were so happy together… perfectly compatible! Right?

Well, I say: BLAH. It’s all bullshit. Can you imagine living like that? With a person who has minimum demands, is very understanding, is always there to listen, makes you laugh, holds you when you’re low, always fights your battles, blah, blah, blah? I, for one, can never imagine being in a relationship that boring.

Anyway, back to the point now.  I was Smiling stupidly to myself for no reason. Yes, I loved her so much, I shed a few tears looking at certain text messages in which she said she loves me and I laughed over certain crazy ones, memories have their due in everyone’s life.

But the reason, for me missing her today was that she didn’t receive my calls all morning, and didn’t reply to any of my texts either,  so when she finally receive my call, I can shout at her asking if she really loves me…. I could have been in a hospital, following a terrible accident, taking my last ragged breaths, dying… still holding on, just to listen to your voice… one last time. But you don’t care, do you? Huh.

 So, you see what I mean? She’s not  perfect!!! Well she is THE PERFECT. Yes, I want her to be there for me in times when emotionally upset, but not all the time! I want to be cared for too, yes. And in my heart, I know she loves me, care for me and will always do so. But that does not mean she has to be all impeccable and boring.

But the question is: Do I mind? NO!!! I like her being this way! How many of us can have a cat-dog fight and still love each other so dearly not giving up each other?????

P.S.  this one is for you my angel!!! I LOVE U ♥ ♥ ♥